let it be

friends who have known me for a while know me to be a little bit of a control freak; a little bit obsessive, and i suppose, a little bit idealistic. i like expectations and some kind of predictability; knowing what's ahead of me. realistically however, many things are beyond our control, and i just have to learn to accept it, and let it be. 

talked to my mom about some issues i've been mulling over and was surprised at her views on them. though i must say, i'm pleased that she thinks this way. perfectly in sync with my own take on things. while atypical, and though many people may choose to disagree, i do think what she suggested would be a good solution to help solve the issues i'm facing. though they cannot be solved right away, i guess it'll make things better somehow. 

but now i just have to pscyh myself to let it be. be calm. be cool. and let it be.