equilibrium

I realised I haven't updated the blog for sometime now. Have just been too busy with work and activities that I became too lazy to find time to write. Ought to be spanked, I know. Though I'm happy to announce that my life has reached a fine equilibrium now. With some luck I've managed to land myself a pretty decent dance partner (this is one cosmic story which I'll elaborate at a later time). Work has been crazy busy but somewhat okay; at least I'm still learning, and that's good. I've been able to play real golf once a week, with some practice at the range whenever I can make it. I've got a great car to drive, some money to spend on things I desire. Basically everything's going pretty well. I suppose what'll make my life even more perfect is having my close friends around me, and having a real soulmate to rely on. That's one aspect that's missing in my life right now. But honestly, it doesn't matter too much to me right now. I've got someone I'm comfortable spending time with, though there's nothing going on between us. That's quite enough companionship for me. Besides, with dancing on my mind and in my schedule, I find it really hard to find time for anyone else. Just ask my friends who have been asking me out all this time. Sometimes I feel quite bad for neglecting them, but I really have very little time and just too many things I want to do. I wish there were 36 or 48 hours in a day. But I'm sure even if there were, I'd find it too little still...

Speaking of dancing, I'm really glad that I still retain my dance flair and some technique. And what really enthused me is the connection we have, despite having partnered up only last Monday. With our compability in looks and skill, I'm sure we can do very well as a dancing couple. Too bad he's not based in Singapore. This makes coordinating practice more difficult than normal. But I have confidence that we'll do very well. Fingers crossed.

Sometimes I'm so tired because I keep pushing my body to its limits, while at the same time feeding it crap (that tastes good). Sluggish and lethargic in the morning, hyperactive in the evening. Very very bad for health. But what can I do. I tried eating more healthily, but fuck, I've got no self control...and I've tried sleeping more, but my mind refuses to rest. I should continue trying but now I guess I'll just let it be.

TGIF. Can't wait for the weekend. Saturday's gonna be an awesome day with a day of golf and a night of dance practice. Though I've got to work a little on Sunday, it's still gonna be a pretty good day to rest. I'm just gonna laze it away, so I'll be recharged on Monday. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to work, but I know it's an unrealistic thought. Hang in there missy. You'll be fine. I'll be fine...