I haven't been here for a while now, having just been able to make up all kinds of excuses not to blog. And it's not to difficult to realise that it's only when I face issues regarding affairs of the heart will I make any sort of appearance here. It's 1. to clear my head 2. to unleash my frustrations through the most harmless way possible 3. to express the emotions I may not be able to vocalise via other means.
Recently discovered certain things that bothered me. It may not be something major per se, but like I said so many times, it's not the content, but the implication that is the problem. I thought it has been sorted out, and that the incident will help us move forward. Little did I know that it did just the opposite. Not only did it not enhance what we have, instead, it ruins the budding flower that was growing so well, and looking so promising. It's almost like one of my favourite old songs - layu sebelum berkembang. My best friend told me that it's often the case that something that's meant to be yours for a long time, if not forever, will be one that's going to give you the most problems. It's only if you could overcome all these obstacles, that you will reap the sweet fruits later on in your life, and your lives. I guess this is a romantic rendition of all the greatest love stories, but will it end in tragedy? How tiring is this.
I feel that this is one of those things that will make or break us. Will we get through this?
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