love from your sister

My dear little sister, I will never judge you. Don't be afraid to show me who you really are and how you truly feel. It's your life, and you are free to make your own choices. All I can do is to give you the support you need and to offer you my opinions. After all I've been through more than you in life and have experienced whatever you are going through right now. It's alright to not really know what you want. It's alright to spend your time exploring new possibilities until you finally realise what you are looking for. But please, make sure you take care of yourself along the way.

You know you can always talk to me when you need to. I've spoken to him at 4am this morning. Misery loves company. In the four or so years I've known him, I feel that I've only truly known the kind of person he is in that hour and a half of our conversation. And I could see what you saw in him. He's a good person. Though maybe not the one for you right now.

You are at a point in your life where you will experience the most changes. You will change...so much. So much that you might not recognise yourself when you look back. But that's how it's going to be. It's normal. It's part of growing up. Don't hold yourself back, just let it happen. But again, take care of yourself. Don't keep everything to yourself for I know despite your cool exterior, you need the emotional and mental support to go on.

Do what makes you happy. But do know that there are people who love you. And with this love we'll protect you so that you are free to give your love to the one(s) you want. I am so willing to love because I am so loved. And you should do the same.

Be happy.