posted Sunday, Jun 11 8:32 am
I guess that's why people say life ain't perfect. Cos' it isn't. I thought I was satisfied with how things are going with my life right now, and that I couldn't and wouldn't ask for more. But somehow, there's still unexplainable dissatisfaction deep within me that's slowly surfacing. It's a very annoying feeling - a hotchpotch of negative emotions that I'm trying very hard to control. I feel lost - not knowing where I'm going, or if what I'm doing now is really what I want to do. And I feel as if there's no one I can really talk to, because there are things I feel that I can't explain. And at times like this, I wish I was back in Vancouver, where my best friends are. I think those were the times when I could best express how I really feel, whenever I am down. I take some time to coherently express my emotions. And they are the ones who will really spend time to listen and try to understand me.
It's funny how you can be surrounded by so many people and still feel lonely. Why do I feel this way? I hate such vulnerability. Frustrating.
1 comment:
Nothing is ever what it's supposed to be. When you try to make things how they're supposed to, then you're always gonna be disappointed.
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